Rejoined NoFap

Here I am 3 days in. Good to be back. I am ready to re-commit to this thing. Here we go. I think the fapping hangover is gone now that it's been 3 days. I'm starting to feel numb in a way but the urges are really high at times. It's as if the urge stays in the back of my mind. While I'm typing this in this moment I feel numb emotionally. For me 3 days is a huge accomplishment. I've gone about a month before but that was a while ago and I didn't really keep track of exactly how long I lasted so it doesn't really matter. I'm trying to forget the past and move on.

I've deleted my search history and I have unlimited free time right now because I got no job and I don't go to college. I'm 23 and living with my parents. I'm hoping that this nofap energy will force me to get off my ass and actually have a drive to be a productive member of society that is working to earn money or gain knowledge because right now I don't have that drive at all.