This is it, guys. This is it.
This is going to be the last post on this account, because it's time to kill who I have been, here's a little overview about what finally pushed me away from "normal society."
For too long, my ex and I played the on again, off again bullshit (my fault) before I accepted the ultimatum of "we break up again, and that's it." It was great, honestly, it was, we were solid for three years straight, after fucking around for two. I have never connected with someone so well, and I was genuinely happy with her...but everyone knows how that goes when a girl decides she's bored.
She lied to me the entire final year of that relationship. We talked about all these things we were going to do when we finally made the choice to get rid of the longtime roommate, and have the place to ourselves. Decorate this, move that, get this kind of dog, hike these trails; you name it...all bullshit. A few months back she dropped the "I need to find myself, I don't know who I am" horseshit line, come to find out "I've felt like this for awhile" was the entire final year of the lease, which at least she didn't fuck off in the middle of it, how sad that a woman fulfilling a commitment is something worth mentioning as a positive?
I'm done, boys. I am fucking done being lied to, being taken for an emotional ride because a woman can't make up her mind about which dick she wants to ride. I don't hate her, I almost want to, I just don't care anymore, I'm just done with women on any extensive level. You treat them right, you give them the commitment they want, you spend your time and money on them to keep them around, you make compromises to your desires in order to sustain a relationship, and after it's all done, all the work you put in..they have to go find themselves away from you...which we all know means that they just found another branch to swing to, your dick and paycheck just aren't good enough anymore.
I started on the redpill...I swallowed that shit years ago, convinced myself I did, but clearly I threw it back up. Don't really give a shit about the pick-up side of that whole theory, waste of time in my opinion, and I've lurked here for a long time, and now I'm putting the walls up and living my own fucking life, the way I want to. Fuck compromising your character, your time, your money, your life. There are no unicorns, there really is no Disney happy ending, you just get your life sucked out through your wallet, and dropped when someone more interesting comes along.
No more lies, boys, no more being patient with a woman's problems, I'm going my own fucking way. The only way anymore.
Posted Oct 13, 2017, 4:13 AM UTC · edited
Welcome mate. Beers in the fridge , just about to fire up the BBQ.