Help! I lost my hype and love for FF!

Hi, I just wanted to share my mind with what I might be (I think) the only decent part of the FFU community. I don't know what got into me; Once I loved this game from all my heart, it hit every spot in what I wanted from CN and such that when it got shut down, I was emotionally hurt for a few days. Then FFL came along, way too early imo, and I was all like "Greatest thing ever"

And then the community spiked with popularity, as soon as I had my first blink after the launcher hit up the entire community just went down the drains for me... Shiz-posting everything. Another unfortunate but understandable delay and over-all a lack of motivation to follow the community in its doings. Then I just canned a fan-comic I planned in two years basically, then people made a freaking forum thread on me leaving the community, then I was cringing my way out of everything related to FFU. I want to love the game, but I have no true place to avoid all the toxicity there. Options? Well except this part which is quiet, but humble.