From MA to RN BSN

Hello all, 23f MA here. I need advice regarding furthering my education. As a lover of learning and knowledge I aspire to continue School however, I don't have the means, support and money to pay for it. It's difficult to pay rent, insurance, phone bill and other small bills I have. Let me tell you I am not in debt or have credit cards thank god. Also I would like to add , I don't like math and it's one of the most difficult subjects for me! I on the other hand looooooove English. Terminology etc. I want to feel more important in the medical field/ "healthcare". I feel like RNs/PAsLvns etc are always looking down on us MAs by saying we are not a nurse when I know literally and legally we aren't but technically we kinda are.... ugh. Plus it's much more over rated now a day everyone is an ma or trying to be one. It's easier now and I just feel embarrassed to say I'm Just an MA. I want to say I'm a nurse and feel important... anything helps. Thanks in advance and no disrespect to anyone.