I pushed you away

I’m sorry.

I pushed you away one too many times. I know I have a lot of issues that I need to work on. I’ve been trying really hard to better myself.

You were there for me for a while but I know it became too much, like it does for every person I’ve been with. I don’t blame you. I hope you know how much you mean to me.

I thought out of everyone, you would be the one to stay. After all we’ve been through, I never expected this is how it would end. You’re absolutely right when you say I’m confusing and too much to handle. I can’t even handle myself sometimes. I hope you find happiness and success; I want that more than anything for you.

Now it’s time for me to move on. Maybe the next person will stay but even if they don’t, I know I will still be here trying to better myself.