My life sucks and It can't be good again

After my Eight grade year I decided to go to a different school then my friends. I had imagined finding perfect friends at this new school it was gonna be great. Thats not what happened I've made no friends because I cant talk to people normally, I cant bring myself to care what they have to say. When school started I didn't miss my friends that I've had for the last 3 years. I realized this perfect friend thing was stupid and I had my perfect friends already. I started talking to my closer friends again, it seemed we were getting close again. We're not though another friend kinda confirmed it. I'm going to the school in January but I'm not sure my "friends" care, they say they do but I cant feel it. In a group chat I was having a semi-breakdown and during it they were talking about cats FUCKING CATS. Whats even the point of trying to be their friend if they dont seem to care about me. Tonight they were making fun of me and not just in a friend way. It was mean. Im sorry for this rambling I just want some advice