Help me identify something kink related?

im hoping someone can help me identify something... it involves kinks but im not sure it is one. i have a high libido in general, but sometimes it kicks into overdrive and enters another form. I suddenly feel a strong sexually tinged universal sort of love.. that makes me step out of my own kinks into others' kinks for the sake of the person's joy, and love doing it as much as one of my own kinks. Some scenarios im not into but its an urge that makes me want to support it strongly any way i could.. like im not homosexual but id love a couple, nuture their union, but not participate or watch or anything. Still sexually tinged, but not directed towards them... delighting that they were engaging.. again, because joy. The bit with the kinks happened to me, which the no sex scenario came to me as i tried to grasp the emotion when i feel it by myself. it has happened with partners and solo. It feels strong, almost magic .. a tad godlike - for lack of a better word. Like i have the mindset of a love sprite, delighting in everything sexual - even if its things that im not into. uh... i mean i don't think its bad. i like it - i don't see a thing wrong. if i feel it wirh a partner it only makes me better at everything because suddenly id practically anything to satisfy and inspire joy.

Still with me? i want to look for a lover who feels this way..but i have no idea what to look for. i don't feel this way 24/7 but that is when it reaches its peak. At lower levels, i'll feel the same emotions - just not the burning desire to touch their soul... but feel the urge to be kind.. cause theres not enough enough of that out there.

Just not sure what to do with that. I thought maybe i have elements of nymphomania - but i don't think that applies to dudes. Goes beyond base urge by just a little.. lol don't help me to stop it.. i want to channel it.. if im sick i don't want the cure lol. i can't find a thing wrong with that... perhaps other than a person with universal love might be a little vulnerable.