[Request] I just need to talk to someone

Im a 22 year old guy living with my parents and working two remedial jobs. Im not going to school and have a very lowly functioning social life. I have spent the last 4 years since i graduated High school doing nothing worth while to benefit my life. I don't have a drivers license and spend almost all my time in my room on my computer or playstation watching and playing the same shows and games over and over again. Ive trapped myself in a rut that I know is bad for me but that is comfortable and I don't make any real effort to change.

I really do feel trapped and just want to try and talk it through with someone. I have several people in my life who would more than likely listen to me and try to help me if I went to them but I dont go to them because that frightens me. Im lazy and dont want that responsibility. I want to change but dont want to put the work in.