My trans feelings went away??

So, for the last 5 weeks or so all I've been able to think of has been "am I trans". The feelings have come and gone for the past 2 years and it has been super confusing.

Now, just two days ago, the feelings sort of... disappeared. Just before I had an appointment at this trans support place, too. Like, I've been desperate to be able to talk to someone who understands and when it finally happens, the feelings go away?? Idk if it has something to do with how nervous I was about going there.

Now I just feel like: "nah, I'm not trans." But I don't feel particularlt relieved about it.

I wonder if this is some sort of denial of if I'm really not trans after all. I feel so fake.

Has anything like this happened to you?