It's starting.

So, a few days ago I started. 253 lbs today, i am hoping to reach 165 lbs next year.

I have been bingeing since I was a child, so 253 is actually a little miracle :-D I'm seeing a therapist for my bingeing.

I did every diet in the book, and have gone up and down in weight like a yoyo with ADD.

I don't know why, but this time it feels... better? I am not doing it to get a guy, to stop my self loathing, to please others... This time, I chose to take care of myself.

We'll start with 1600 kcal a dag. Wish me luck!