5 Days Ago

5 Days Ago I felt amazing, like I couldn't be touched, that was Tuesday, I relapsed that night, just one fap..

The next day I relapsed twice in worse ways than normal.. I started smoking wee again, was off for well over a month and felt great..

Last night I fapped once and I just fapped this morning, what a sad start to the day..

Guys, whatever you do, do not relapse, to compare who I was 5 days ago to who I am now is shocking, if I met someone 5 days ago and met them now, they would never understand what wtf happened. I'm sorry to myself for letting myself down, I think I'm gonna smoke for 2 more days and then I'm done(Because bro is visiting, we smoke and talk, never again after this), I'm going to quit everything again after that, no more procrastinating, I will get my 20days and more back!