”Manning up”

Hello there guys! So i’m having a big problem about myself, i feel as though that i am not ”masculine” enough. Everytime i hear my mostly ”feminin” voice, I get embarrassed. I first tried to accept it but I just can’t, I really do feel that I will be less loved for my “femininity” and the thing that everyone who hears my voice will know from the second I’m gay. My brain just tells me that especially my voice is too stereotypical and that’s to basic. These thoughts have actually gotten me depressed but I really want to be able to accept it..