Did you try to hide your experience with autism as a kid?

So as a child my life was different from my siblings due to the event that proceed to happen. Honestly I never truly understood what happened until I got older. Now it has helped changed my perspective of life to the point that I no longer see use in regular conversation due to everyone else seeming just like robots.

Very few people I prefer to talk to due lack of need for knowledge/open minded has lead me to find very few people who can understand my experience so I don't talk about it because it either one of the two ways. One is they lack the ability to understand it and two is they see it as something to ignore due to it irrational.

I am wondering if anyone else has a similar experience?