The Secret Internet Sex Life of an Incel

Heh, I wonder how this will be received, if at all.

But I'd just like to shine some light on how utterly desperate some of us incels are for female (human) intimacy, which is impossible for most of us, because we are refuse in the sexual marketplace for some reason or another.

(We are simply not worthy of female affection due to lack of status/power/looks/money/primal arrogance-slash-"confidence."

Women are not to be blamed for this, it is sheer biology--sheer natural selection. In fact, all of this is a very good thing because our unfit--in the Darwinian sense--genes are not passed on.)

I am a 30+ involuntary "celibate." I use quotation marks because the term 'celibacy' traditionally precludes masturbation or any sexual activity, but we'll work with what we have. Anywho.

There are deep, dark corners of the Internet, as all of us know. There is a specific nook where men congregate to satisfy certain sexual urges, that usually don't apply to heterosexual guys such as myself.

It facilitates the kind of vile, bizarre relationships with other men I'm about to describe. I've met other incels on this path, and it shows me that fallen man ("humans in general") is truly a pathetic creature.

Having to resort to homosexual practices when you're completely heterosexual. (nope, not a closet case here.. I WISH i were gay, SO BAD!!!! but alas, 'tis not so. I've tried to turn myself gay, but it simply doesn't work, for obvious reasons.)

It says something about how truly arduous the material world is. (For incels) In this world, there is no hope, there is no happiness, there is no light or love available to express our very human needs. There are only material prescriptions written into our genetics.

The degradation of masturbating on cam to a 'bisexual' man's wife so as to simulate some kind of heterosexual experience is... telling.. I believe it says something about the human sexual experience regarding involuntary celibates.

Again, women are not to blame. Women as a general rule do not burn with the kind of lust and desire for intimacy that men do (see: testosterone, etc.)

Some wonder about the nihilism of the hateful sort of incel. I find them vile--and often simply factually wrong--in their analysis. But the nihilism is real, and this material world a burden.

The liberation from sexual and emotional desire for woman would be such a relief. Who can deny such would be a boon to us incels?

Emotio-sexual desire is a necessary evil, in a sense. Like the plants and animals of the earth we consume to satiate the biological urge of hunger, sexuality necessitates we consume each other.

An evil may be necessary, but it is still an evil. The longing for woman is evil, because it causes suffering, if not immense suffering, not only for incels, but for all heterosexual men.

Perhaps I'm just rehashing Buddhism here, but I'll just blame it on the drugs. Gotta numb yourself somehow.