[17F] am i ugly?

i've always been pretty insecure, and even more so lately–i feel like i fare super poorly in comparison to practically everyone at college, primarily bc of my body shape and size, as well as my face (esp its shape, my nose, and smile) and skin generally. i'm still trying to lose weight and looking for things i can use to smooth my hair, but i'm not sure what else i could benefit from doing.

pics and verification