23/m - Looking for a supportive friend.

I can only write with the huge amount of negativity in my head and my writing is not good, but here goes:

I'm a 23 year old guy who hasn't been productive since early 2010. The sad thing is I haven't played any video games or watched anything interesting either so I don't have any passions I can talk about.

A few days ago I felt like I am on the edge and if I don't start making small changes I will NEVER get out of this. I have been trying to pick up books and online courses but trust me, it is really really hard to focus when you haven't touched them for years.

I am currently watching old cartoons, thinking of playing retro video games and reading children's books. I want to brush up my basic math skills and learn about computers. And then slowly I want to read a new book a week. If you know anyone who's been struggling mental health issues or social detachment/dysfunctional lifestyle and would like to talk I would really appreciate that. If you just want to stop by and say hello that would mean a lot to me too.

I'm looking for penpals, accountability partners and people who would like to discuss various topics. If you can inspire me and help me be more productive I would be forever indebted to you. Hoping to hear from atleast someone. Have a great weekend.