Fuck

Today I saw a video,

About a girl, 19,

4 years ago.

She died of brain cancer.

She fucking died.

—-

Today I did nothing.

Got up at 12, 5 days in a row.

Today I wasted it.

I fucking wasted my day,

A healthy day.

No cancer.

—-

I wish I could swap,

She’d be living right now,

And I’d have done something right.

Something fucking right

for once.

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1:https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/80pfdc/a_simple_snip_here_and_there_revised/duxep2y/ 2: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/80pne3/the_night_is_for_you_and_me/duxehyn/