MC's journal entries, part 2 [spoiler]

Part one here

Entry 3 (Act 2) Yuri and Natsuki got into a fight. It started as just an argument about what style of poetry worked better, to who was trying to impress me to... Well, Natsuki accused Yuri of cutting herself, Yuri claimed she was trying to make her look bad. They looked at me, and I knew I had to say something.
But I couldn't. I froze. I was speechless. I couldn't move.
Monika came, and I thought she would do something.
She didn't. She just pulled me out of the room, and let them argue.
Natsuki ran out crying, and Yuri felt horrible about it.
I don't know what's happening, and I don't know what will happen.

Entry 4 (Act 2) I learned more about Natsuki. Her dad starves and abuses her. She comes to school ready to collapse. Monika told be about... She just smiled in her sweet, charming smile, and said that some guys were into petite girls. I just went along with it, just like I go along with everything else. I can't help it. I feel like I should interject, but I can't.

Entry 5 (act 2) I learned something about Yuri. She cuts herself. I saw her in the hallway. And after I say it, i suddenly felt like I was rushed back into the classroom. It felt like time rewinded... I don't know what happened, exactly. Monika explained that Yuri does it when she gets overstimulated. She just used it as an excuse for me to avoid her. I need to do something. Natsuki even noticed it. She gave me a note disguised as a poem, telling me that Yuri needs help, and that Monika was ignoring it. I don't know what to do. I would help, but I can't. I don't know how, or if I even could if I knew how to.

Entry 6 (act 2) I was trapped in the classroom with a corpse. It was Yuri. She confessed he love, and told be about how she obsessed over me, in... unhealthy ways. She asked if I accepted. I couldn't control my answers, like any other time. The only choices were to say yes, and let her continue to obsess, or to refuse, and risk her hurting herself more because of it.

I don't know what I answered. It went by in a blur. Yuri, pulling out a knife. Knife being plunged into the chest, repeatedly. Blood splattering.

I couldn't move, or speak, or anything. It felt like I wasn't in control, like somebody was turning me off and on again. I don't know what's happening.

This is my first time seeing a friend die, but... This feels so... familiar. I knew somebody, but I don't know who. It's like a deleted file that still has a shortcut on your desktop; it existed, but when you look at it, it's gone. I feel like everything's falling apart. What's happening?! *&^&%W#%$@^&%&%&@@%$$%@% !@$&%@# 4qw3rgfasdfiopqwyfuildfhuaipghuaiohfadjlhueri

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