New to being a bottom, and I need help!

So for awhile, I’ve been confused about my sexuality. I’ve liked girls in the past, but I’ve never been interested in showing my dominance in a relationship. I understand that I don’t need to be a dominant partner to date girls, but I never liked the idea of being dominated by a girl (Not that I’m sexist, it just feels awkward to me). So after nearly a year of thinking about it, I realized that I’m pretty much gay. The thought of a man dominating me sounds amazing (When I say dominating, I dont mean just sex, I also mean small, cute things, like being the outer spoon). The only problem is that I don’t really understand what I have to do to hold up my end in a relationship. I don’t know how to act, treat my partner, or how behave during sex. I was hoping posting this could get people who have experience with being a bottom, or a top that looks for specific things in a bottom, to help me understand what I’m supposed to do. I also wouldn’t mind trying an online relationship :) . PM me if you can help me out!!!