Actor Anxiety? Is that a thing?
So right now I’m starting to feel....anxious. I want to cry almost.
I go on set and I feel out of place. Like people are looking at me and not in the good way. I feel like I’m being judged.
I know I’m making it all up.... but god I feel so inadequate and I don’t know why. It’s like I’m afraid and shy and embarrassed and guilty all at once and all I did was take a few pictures.
I can’t wait to get home because I know I’m going to cry. That’s not the issue. I just wish I knew why?
I feel like once filming actually begins people are going to judge me. Maybe I’m not a talented actor like I thought. I know, I know, I got the part. I’ve come this far. No way I should be feeling this but I do.
Posted Mar 12, 2018, 9:26 PM UTC
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