I bought EOD but I want to play as standard

I got drunk a few weeks ago and thought buying EOD was a good idea. I was actually pretty happy with standard and honestly EOD is not for me. I dislike that I start with .20 rep already and I'm going to be even more disappointed with my extended stash space when they drop the patch where you'll be able to extend your stash space in game. I mean you already can by grinding cases which to me is content and purpose.

Will I ever be able to turn off EOD perks? I would really rather have an official Battlestate games gaming balaclava as an EOD perks than in game bonuses to be honest. It honestly feels like I paid more for less but I'm ok with it all going to support the devs so I don't need a refund.

I just want to be hardcore like how Nikita intended the game to be. Is my only choice to buy a new standard package?

tl;dr Option to log in as standard even though I paid for EOD. ALSO GAMING BALACLAVA WHEN.

Also I want those sweaters with the Battlestate logo on them. Pls sell.