mtf 2 mo hormones (nsfw)

Im mtf, 23, 2 mo into hrt

I miss cumming. I don’t cum hardly at all anymore when I masturbate, and when I do it’s not like cum, more like pre. (I’m talking specifically abt ejaculate; I still orgasm just fine)

I never thought me cumming was important to me but apparently it is. Am I the only trans woman who misses cumming? Also is there anything I can do, do ed drugs affect cum at all?