Many Thanks to the Planetside 2 Community Today, Tomorrow, and Onward
Planetside 2 was one of those games so vast and saturated that I wasn't sure whether it would help me cope with my depression or continue downward in a spiral. I now know which way it took me. It helped me cope, and I'm better because of it, both in ability to press and click buttons but also in mood and attitude towards other people.
Now I've dumped my fair share of salt in the past. I'm sure many of you don't care whatsoever, but I'm also sorry about hurting anyone's feelings and I'm going to trash talk less in the future. I can't think of anybody that deserved my verbal abuse, especially not RTPS. Sorry, RTPS.
So why the change of heart?
The community. You guys. Perhaps its because I played too much League of Legends in the past, or because I was too used to my own saltiness, or because I don't have too much of a life outside the internet, but I am pleasantly surprised by how kind and friendly people are in this wide open world of guns, guts and glory. I have met people that I have rage-told and yet took it with grace. I have met players far better than me that could dismiss me as trash and yet they didn't, opting instead to give advice. I have met people I have told that I have autism, and not once have I ever been ridiculed for it, nor do I have reason to believe that will happen in the future. And I have met people that are warm and fuzzy whether drunk or sober.
I would give shout-outs, but there are too many people to list, and I don't want to miss a name.
So anyhow, I am humbled by all y'all, and am happy. It was enough in the past that I legitimately enjoyed the game by itself and I got by as a lone wolf. Now I'm legit happy while playing this game, for both its existence and its participants, and would rarely opt out of a squad invite.
If you're reading this, I'd like to thank you and hope you have a fucking fantastic day. Peace.
Posted Mar 20, 2018, 4:19 PM UTC
If you scratch the salt crust of the vets they are mostly pretty nice below I found out for myself.
All the best!