How Many

How many times do you have to tell me!
If this was simple.
I'd have figured it out by now.
I have to accept the hard way.
But I don't, I keep looking for tricks,. shortcuts, and tools to reach the end.
This is why I'll fail and I know it.
Yet I can't accept the hard way.
The hard way,
forces me to face my fears,
accept there's flaws inside me,
And, admit the number of times, I've already lost.

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