Mutual First Love

...

My first love was your second

So we can neither suspend 

In mutualism 

Ever







Color burns and space

Adventure with you

My glycine keeps from

The familiar route to your door

That wasn’t routine

All along my dreams are

Haunting my deteriorating days

Which are always the same

Now




Wringing every amber light

Coffee shop attachment

And prophetic fantasy

Into my second self

Who can’t speak  



I thought it seasonal

Shaking your leaves

Revealing all for me

Because you probably are



Dysfunctional

With blind guidance

Can never make a lifetime feel

Though I reach for you

I wake up to another 

To understand what you do

To me

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