static

you're sending mixed signals --
one of which being your girlfriend of
eleven years, and the other is, well,
everything else. i'm biting my lip
and tripping over my own feet,
trying hard not to cross a line that's
a ill-defined as your handwriting in
that note (that i saved, by the way).
can we just get this over with? i've been
broken  before and i can take it this time. i'm
tiptoeing across a limp tightrope and you
need to watch me fall. i'll come out of it
dancing through rains of blood, grinning
through my lost wisdom teeth, you'll
see. whatever you do don't catch me. i
trust you can build walls taller than me.

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