The Curse of My Thoughts

I was alone in my room,

Not a sound could be heard.

The darkness bellowing from inside

These twisted and confined walls.

Throughout this

Darkness is pain,

Guilt and shame,

Anger and hate,

And sadness.

My innermost thoughts

Beckon me to act.

Act on these urges;

Intense and overwhelming

Thoughts.

Just do it,

No one will even care

That you’re gone.

The voice screams

At me, in my head

Poisoning me.

It eats at me

From the inside.

It’s awful.

It’s a curse.

1: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8muxon/comment/dzrxda9?st=JHRZB1ET&sh=6f0f1137

2: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8mri9s/comment/dzrxhx3?st=JHRZDST7&sh=76859be7