intent

it was not intended
this dull ache 
in my chest
reminiscent of broken yet mended hearts
even though i never gave you the chance to break
nor i given the chance to mend
it was never intended
for my voice to surface
so meek, 
so scared
of impending refusal 
it was not my intent
to fall in love
with your fleeting words
and faded smile 
not my intent to love 
not a choice but a chore 
to see you and feel the dull ache
evolve into something so 
sharp, 
hurtful, 
and unneeded 
i never intended any of this
and i’ll serve my apology
on a silver platter 
and only hope you may accept 

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