being “friends” - should i send this?

i need to get this off my chest because i’m not okay with how you’ve been treating me as a “friend”.

you’re trying to paint me as the bad guy when i did nothing but care for you when we were together. i cared about you more than anything and i did everything in my power to show you that. i don’t know why you would come back a whole month later and try to make me feel bad. its clear that you’re still salty or hung up about something and i have no idea what. last night i literally told you that i have no hard feelings and i’m not holding a grudge and you respond by telling me that i’m a “terrible kisser” and then for some reason try to prove to me that you have an “abundance of pussy.” i tried to end an argument nicely and you respond by telling me about hooking up with your friend? that wasn’t relevant to the conversation at all and you were clearly just trying to hurt my feelings. (no feelings were hurt - stick ur dick in whoever you please. i’m just pissed that you still think you have any power over how i feel and that you’re still even attempting to hurt me). maybe you’re salty that i don’t want to have sex with you?? or maybe there’s something else you’re salty about. either way you need to grow up and realise that you can’t hurt people and then expect them to give you favours in return.

your actions are clearly defensive and you’re trying so hard to prove to me that you’re having a great time. good for you, i truly do hope that you are living your best life. but usually people don’t have to prove that they’ve moved on if they actually have. there’s a reason that i don’t tell you about everyone i’ve done shit with even when you ask - because its none of your business. but you continuously telling me speaks volumes and i’m not sure why you’re trying to make your personal life my business still. you’re clearly trying to make me jealous which means you still want me to be hung up on you for some reason. i’m not sure why you’d want that?

i don’t feel the need to “prove” to you that i’m having a great time without you. bc quite frankly, when i’m out here having a good time i don’t have any desire to share all the details with you. but you do and this is strange to me.

i’m genuinely down for us being friends but if you’re not ready yet then i’d rather you let me know rather than just treating me like shit. a good healthy roast is fine but you really took things too far and i don’t let my friends treat me that way.