Have been contemplating my suicide for some time.

I keep asking for help with my depression but people keep on thinking i’m just trying to seek attention.

I’m tired of therapy and medication.

I’m tired of trying to “figure” out what to do with my life.

I don’t care who I hurt because they don’t know what it feels like to be me.

My plan is...

To down all 200 pills of temazepam, 90 pills of buspirone, all of rexulti and trintillex and see what happens.

Wish me luck.