DEPRESSION AFTER 6 MONTHS SOBRIETY

Has anyone experienced this after being sober for a while. I am still not sure what it is, but going to the doc. today to discuss. The last thing I want to do is be on meds for depression , but I am not liking at all the way I am feeling and don't know if this is just normal me which if it is I don't like him. Some symptoms I am going through are, just feeling flat, no joy, no excitment about anything, no joy, no patience, quick temper, irritable, little to no interest in any hobbies, no motivation, I almost feel like I don't feel, if that makes any sense. Well hopefully the doc can shed some light onto this, cause if this is going to be how I am to be sober, I am not sure how much longer I want to play this role.

Thanks People, Peace