Living

Living

The hardest thing ever

Just trying to stay positive

When you already gave up

From the inside

Nothing will ever be okay

My life is a mess

All of it

And still trying to fix it

Even if I know that I can’t do it anymore

I ruined everything

Every single thing

1 answer

To everything

But I can’t do it

So I will just keep living

In the eternal pain

Forever

Until I truly give up

Just why is everyone so perfect?

And so happy?

While I am here in this mess

While I am worthless

While I hate myself

While I hate my life

Most of the time I am left here

Just thinking to myself

Is life worth it?

Or do I need to end it?

I have been cursed by this world

I’m trying to be perfect, knowing it won’t happen

Trying to fix problems that aren’t possible

I’m living in a hell

I don’t want to go anymore...