I'm now self-medding (or, How I Learned To Stop Worrying About Authority With Aplomb)

I would rather not be self-medding, but after 6-years of lying, mealy mouthed endocrinologists and slimy, self-important pontificating GPs stalling at every possible opportunity, they leave me with little choice. If I keep playing their game, there will be no changes, no transition. And that, I believe is exactly what they want. For six long years I have been prescribed low dose everything resulting in very poor levels that they say are "acceptable". But guess what, no progress re transition. What a surprise! I don't know why they do it, why they block progress. It might be arse covering, it might be gatekeeping, it might be a sadistic streak that runs through them. Frankly I don't care what the reasons are, I'm moving on and taking this journey into my own hands.