Since he told me not to text you...

I hope you know I really cared for you. I hope you know that I miss you, every single day. I never wanted for any of this to happen. I loved you. I wanted to do so many things for and with you still. I think about you and your big beautiful eyes often.

I miss the way you touched me, ever so softly. All you had to do was run your fingers over my arms and hips and you had me mesmerized. I miss your goofy jokes and goofy laughs. I miss texting you in the morning, while he was still asleep. I still see jewelry pieces and crystals that make me think of you. I still get an urge to send you cute cat pictures.

It hurts so much that you never want me in your life again. Did I cause that much pain to you? It hurts so bad that you never even said goodbye to me. The last text you sent me was, "I miss you too". You promised if you made decisions regarding our relationship, you would tell me. But instead I had to hear from him that you never want me in your life again. I guess you really despise me, huh?