Sleep Disorder

As I'm looking down

At my self-inflicted loneliness

I ask myself every day

The same things

I pretend I didn't already know

A 1440 questions; All so useless.

About how I came down to this

And how I end up

Restless.

How you became my daydreams

And my nightmares.

How all my words were pointless

How you choose to go this way

And end up now like this.

Ignoring the truth; Ignoring the obvious.

Unwrapping your heart to the worthless.

Now I'm dying inside every day

Thinking that

You may have lost your innocence.

That you no longer believe in love

And how I'm going to pay for all this.

How I'll never be able to close my eyes

Without thinking that I failed

To be your first

To be your happiness.

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