the liar and a cheat

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the wind rushes out of me like a bullet chips my teeth as a farewell gift my heart visits my stomach and tears out the lining my guts spill to my feet and you spit on them

may is the cursed month love is a girl with chapped lips love is a headache but she smiles and she waves and her fingernails bleed

i cut myself in front of you a sideshow freak she laughs with fire he used me to get clean

this glass box steams up with desire i am drowning in my own ignorance beat me blue beat me uninspired maybe i deserve this