Walls

I don't know how someone like you
Can live so gaily and freely
All you've given me
Is a spear through my heart
You'd rather ignore all the signs
But we are not very far apart.

You could understand if you just
Put in effort
But that's too much
Because you think I'm crazy
But just maybe
You're being lazy.

You play with my heart
Like it is guitar strings
It's so cold it stings
And when you sing
Your songs of purity and love
I laugh because it's fake
How could you make
Me ever have hope.

You cannot swallow your pride
And leave it behind
You leave me blind
You think I've lost my mind.

That's because I'm thinking
And sinking
I'm thrilling and killing and fulfilling
My darkest needs and desires without you.

And yet your ghost still haunts me
Taunts me
Because you'll never want me
In the same way I want you.

You will never
Can never
Be mine.

You will never
Can never
Be fine.

You will never serve my highest good
But if I could I would
Do it all again.

But I'm glad you're out of my life
You bring me strife
Never come back.

I'll never forgive you.
You'll never get to me in here.

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