Uncomfortably I lay;

snared in my environment.

Watching past memories become smaller, as I step away from reality

Pressure ensues to avoid selfishness, previous smiles irrelevant.

No knowledge on the future - or even myself - every wretched turn containing concealed EVIL... waiting to plague the mind

Thoughts barging and berating my inner consciousness - “Is this me?”

My body - no - my soul disconnected from my mind and life itself; nothing to lose but this suffocating pain, these twisted imaginations, DISAPPOINTMENT.

Displeasure of what I once was, what I am, what I will be... I take one look at the memories of my smiles. My greatest moment with my loved one(s), I am at peace.

Horrid ringing like the scream of banshees echo, reality as it once was fades downward as a single droplet of water on a window.

I’ve finally escaped.

Escaped myself.

[Let me know what you think, it’s the first thing I’ve ever wrote like this and I put all my emotion into it

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/9s9nol/am_i_not_the_one_for_you/?st=JNTXK1G0&sh=6e510a2b

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/9s8nlt/too_much/?st=JNTXU1XC&sh=95eb841a