That’s the toxicity of these kinds of thing...fairly petty issues become eternally damning. For those who take it seriously it can become almost a life or death decision. Sickening.

Same. I stopped taking it for a while because I was afraid of taking it unworthily. But once I let go of the belief that the church had it right, that went away. 

Me, when I was in a stake presidency :).  I don’t take it now.  Such a relief...

Who else used to take the sacrament and think "Welp, guess I'm drinking damnation to my again, down the hatch it goes!" Sometimes I thought I could taste the burning. Fucked up, eh?

Sacrament guilt