Life really sucks right now

Hey everyone just a bit of a vent.

I don’t know if I’m getting older and realizing things or things are changing but I feel my parents stress and my brothers anger.

I don’t even care about being PIMO rn, this is just real life shit.

My moms in the hospital right now due to something with her stomach and the doctors also told her she needs to stop drinking because she may develop Cirrhosis. I always knew her drinking would catch up with her and this really scared her so she’s gonna stop. I just am sad it had to be found out this way.

My family is also having MAJOR money troubles. My dads bank account is literally-400$ and my mom has a job but that all goes towards bills. We couldn’t make rent this month so we had to ask my older brother to pay it. My dad fucking hated asking but had no choice. My brother did pay it but is so pissed off at my dad for asking and because my dad doesn’t work. He’s going through some legal thing with a big company and it’s taking long so he doesn’t have a job. I understand my brothers anger but I hate when he’s mad at my dad. Me and my dad have had our differences and even though he’s a witness he’s an awesome person and I love him so much. I get my brothers anger but I wish he would understand how bad my dad feels. My dad doesn’t like asking people for money but he just has no choice right now.

Life just seems to be getting worse and worse and it isn’t just with witnesses it’s just family. I’m so sad and stressed and feel so helpless. I wish it wasn’t like this. I hate that my family is being torn apart and stressed over money and health.