I am an incel.

Well, here I go. I don’t have the very extreme beliefs like woman owe us sex, or we should make rape legal, or make woman have sex with us etc etc.

But due to personal experiences I think that girls have it way easier then woman, and I know this is a extremely toxic mindset and that I’m probably wrong but this is just the way I think.

I was raped when I was in high school. I was with my friend (who was a girl at the time) and we were in my room, just chilling. I wasn’t romantically interested in this woman, but she was. My parents weren’t home, they both were workaholics. She insisted on us watching a movie. I complied.

While we were watching the movie she kept touching me all over. I kept telling her to stop but she said “I know you like it” multiple times. Halfway through the movie she gets on top of me and I tell her to stop, and she tells me “if you don’t have sex with me right now, I’ll yell rape at the top of my lungs and tell everyone in school about it” (my brother was home). Shocked, I obliged. I am traumatized by this experience. She got off Scott free. I told some of my friends and they told me there’s no way a man can get raped by a woman.

A couple years later I start despising all woman. I think their lives are extremely easier and they get away with a lot more. It changed my viewpoint as a whole. I think all woman are extremely entitled, and demand everything.

I started looking at the logistics of things. I see that the amount of homeless men to woman is extreme. I see that it’s socially acceptable for woman to not have a career and be laid back, not work, and just have your father do all the work. I see that girls falsify rape accusations to destroy lives. I see how girls are treated better by society, especially in the dating world.

Even with all of this I do in fact have a girlfriend. I just consider girls to have their lives extremely easier and more disgusted by them.

I know this is a toxic mindset and it isn’t true, but the first step to all of this is admitting it.