do ya’ll runners think about your tf often?

I guess i would call myself the chaser and i honestly can’t think of a day i didn’t think about my tf, even when i don’t he’s kind of always in the back of my head. it’s gotten better tho, from times when i’m busy doing work or something i do stop thinking of him for a while but then someone says something that reminds me of him and boom 😂 so how is it in your experience?