19M music man looking to feel a little less lonely in this big scary world

I live in a college town but don’t attend school so I feel quite a disconnect with people my age. I’m in a band that’s gaining popularity pretty quick where I live, and with that I feel more and more shitty about myself every day for some reason. Let’s talk music, or let’s talk about how to be human. I’m open for whatever just hoping to feel a little less lonely