24 [f4A] that hazy mind / airhead / ditzy feeling when i feel humiliated or embarrassed

wonder if anyone wanted to talk about ideas or experiences to do with having trouble thinking when you feel embarrassed or humiliated. I had an ex boyfriend that took full advantage of this weakness with me and kept me feeling constantly mentally off balance. It was so hard to think around him and I ended up doing basically anything he wanted...where ever he wanted me to do it. another problem I have is that i get that hazy feeling when i feel like something doesn't think im smart, which then makes it harder to think, which makes them think im really not smart, and it can spiral out of control. anyways, i'd love to chat if anyone is interested. google hangouts works best for me.