my past haunts me, my present hurts me, and my future scares me.

I'm here alone in the pages of my mind again, the scary part is I've been here so many times over the last 4 years. The shadows of my past hovers over me like a scepter. My mind can't seems to forgo the last moment of peace that I felt in my past life. I'm a prisoner of my memories. The walls of my mind have become a Melancholy prison and my soul's only acquaintances are sorrow and despair. I attempted to fool the Gods and steals a most precious Jewel that belongs to a migrant that was my only sin and i was taken away; Bound up and given the task of sisyphus to live my despair over and over again in The Labyrinth of my mind and out through the windows of my mind and see what my heart desire most and I don"t have the will nor the capacity to silent my thoughts for a moment I stop my chattering mind and asked myself " where am I" my past haunts me, my present hurts me, and my future scares me.