Does this deafing silence mean nothing

Being alone has gotten to the point where I don't know what to type or say so forgive me if this doesn't make sense.

I don't know what to do anymore, I don't think it matters about where I am in life or any details because then it just becomes a big ol' comparison debate of sorts ya know?, I guess i'm just venting on here because I have no one else I can talk to right now.

But sometimes I feel like everyone is putting on this act of like they're "normal" in the eye of society. but then i cant be the only one who thinks like this, is everyone stuck in their own head?