I can't stand my life anymore

I'm 24, almost 25 y.o. I was diagnosed with depression about 14 years ago. For the last couple of years it's been getting worse and worse, when I started University I was really motivated and as the months went by I stop caring, I lost every opportunity to get my degree, now I'm too old to start another one or keep trying, I gained weight and became bulimic and nobody cared.

My parents think I'm exaggerating, my boyfriend doesn't believe I'm depressed, I have no friends to talk to when I'm in a bad place.

Every time I tried to improve my life it just doesn't work, I can't get a job, I've been trying so hard but they won't hire me. Due not having a job I depend on my parents/boyfriend to pay my food, meds and medical appointment, which is always something they bring up to make me feel worthless.

I just can't stand this life anymore, I don't have the energy to get up from bed, shower or eat, everything I tried end in failure and it's just not worthy.