Tried to explain what I’m feeling with my hubby, and all I got was a *sigh* and an angry or what I call “I don’t want to hear this” face.

Is it bad for me to need to tell him how I am? I don’t have anyone else really. I do have coworkers who always ask but I feel like it’s “cheating” on him. I want him to know how much pain and effort it takes to be me, to still be a mom, to effin drive. Shit. To effing wake up first and be the one who gets the kids ready and make their lunches and shit. Damn.

But every time I try, I get that look and I stop talking. My heart hurts.