Wanna study, can’t study

It’s midterm week and I have no motivation to study when I really should. My grades are average but my asian ass mom’s bringing up how it’s all gonna slide down and I have no chance of getting into John Hopkins or whatever the fuck if I have 3 Bs in the first semester of my sophomore year. She keeps on bringing back times in middle school when I didn’t do well on tests and overall being overdramatic. Being motivated is so hard ugh