Three days no meds. Mom decided I need to move out.

My mom argued with my specialist when he tried to explain what was going on. I blacked out driving home last Sunday and was advised not to drive, so I can’t work right now. The specialist moved up my sleep test so I can get better treatment sooner. So I have been off my meds for three days now.

My mom has decided I am thinking myself into this. That it is all the depression made worse by stress because I don’t like her. If I would just let her help me I would get better. But because I refuse to let her help me I need to move out “for my own good.” She’s going to look for low income housing for me.

I’m exhausted and can’t think straight and now I need to figure out how to move. I’m so sick of everything being about her while she pretends that she is “always sacrificing to make everything better for her kids.”

I don’t know what to do at this point. The only sibling that she hasn’t convinced that I am just refusing to treat my depression is living too far away to help. I am confused.